Friday, March 27, 2015

OUR HEALTH AND OUR DEFINITIONs OF BEING OF SERVICE ... EGO TRAPs THAT PUT US IN BED


HOW ARE YA'LL DOING?!?

Allergies, colds, flues, accidents, fatigue
intensifying and repeating themselves,
revealing layers of 
frustration and anger and rage and fear,
within people still working and overdoing
to justify for some sort of self value, self worth ...

I love learning from other people's experiences
so I don't have to go through them all myself, 
thank you people!! ...
I am an observer of my surroundings
and the people in it because I want to understand
as many facets as possible how the old system
of belief systems and definitions (still)
imprison us and keep us busy 
justifying, rationalizing, projecting, 
feeling paranoid in survival mode and obligations,
rejecting any new ways of being in life,
as we at the same time keep rewarding ourselves 
with small tokens of self worth validations from the outside,
(needing other people's validations for what we do and are)
so we can stay in the old sticky tray of EGO gratifications,
pleasing the world outside us and 
depleting ourselves living in constant stress of 
tailgating all we have to do, obligations and burdens.

Our immune system weakens and our frequencies drop
and we lower our own resonance
 into the same level resonance as bugs and viruses
and open all the portals for them to enter.
When we choose to be in Peace and Harmony within 
we are naturally protected.
Our resonance is on a higher level of frequency.

When we don't know to stop we get stopped!
and what we realize when we are stopped 
is that the world goes on and does just fine without us, 
trying to fix it and the people in it.
We need to get over our ego self importance.
We don't have to prove our importance to anyone ...

I do not mean that we don't co-create and co-live
and should(!) stop relating with compassion ...
there is just a slight difference,
how we can relate and inspire
without depleting ourselves.
We are not here to understand others(!)
we are here to understand and know ourselves
and inspire others to do the same ...
We can share our wisdom and stories 
acquired from our journey, when asked to,
instead of telling people how to live their lives
according to our truth.

I believe in You to only Believe in Your Truth,
if I can inspire in some ways for you to find it ;)
it definitely brings a smile of Gratitude
to my face!

When we were small people and looked up to our parents
for love and support while they were "out of balance,"
for one reason or another,
we began our journey blaming ourselves for 
how they behaved and were unpredictable and
left us feeling guilty and shamed,
for being/doing wrong and
in need to be punished to be set right;
unintentionally of course, 
they just did not know any other way.
The dark gateway to Light and Love and Wisdom.

This is the legacy that we inherited,
through time and space, from living in fear and segregation,
that was downloaded to us from birth,
through parents in fear and without any conscious awareness
of their responsibilities as Love and Safety Providers.
Cultures, teachers, religions created from our
 man-made beliefs and definitions
 forming our societies/realities.
Belief systems and definitions, 
that we can change any moment by choice, 
which will change the way we perceive it all.
They were all teaching us 
to project all our responsibilities for
 our own inner pains/fears
onto the worlds and people outside us.

We created beliefs and definitions telling us 
we are helpless and powerless and
thus need to keep going, 
because without us working hard to fix it all, 
all will collapse,
believing and defining and convincing ourselves to be
 the back bones and foundation
that all is resting on ...

//from a child's perspective, believing he/she is the cause of
all the abuse he/she experienced, subtle or brutal,
so the child is bound and determined to fix it 
so he/she can be loved and belong.\\

//We are All Innocent Sacred Reflections of All That Is,
Unconditionally Loved and Provided for.
We are so Much Loved so we are allowed to Believe
that we are unloved and allowed to deplete ourselves.\\

This is what we bring with us into our reality creations
as grown-ups and adults, and
this is why we keep depleting ourselves,
 trying to fix the people on the outside of us,
rather than just inspire by living and being in a new way ...
We need to learn to Trust 
that All Beings have the same Power of Healing
and Power of Love to change within, 
if we give them space and allow them 
to find their way and to discover themselves ...
Live and let Live!

We who have chosen to change our perception,
to change our belief systems and definitions, 
 to finally be able to indulge and live 
our Spiritual Selves as Physical Beings,
We who have chosen
 to seek and to find the Wholeness and Awareness of 
Inner Peace and Love in Harmony within ...
some of us have a challenge with the belief systems
that we need to save the world,
while depleting and neglecting ourselves.
The false Glory of Self Sacrifice ...

When we believe that the only way
we will be loved and validated is through
hard work and overdoing our spiritual work for humanity,
and a need to be glorified by the outside ...
our Health will stop us, 
small (hopefully) accidents will find us ...
I always hear, while devoted to my spiritual creative work, 
a subtle voice inside letting me know
when it is time to step to the side and rest ...
It doesn't matter how much Fun I have ....
I listen and respond immediately ...
if I don't, I know something will stop me.
Something that I don't prefer to experience ...
It doesn't have to make sense what the voice says,
just listen and respond with your immediate actions.
The rest takes care of itself ...
you are not needed outside when you need to 
indulge in much needed self care and nurturing.

Your Higher Self takes care of your surroundings
and your commitments!
Anything and anyone,
that you experience that might blame you
for not being available,
 to fulfill and enable the inside/outside co-dependencies 
to you and the self-sacrificing and self depleting services,
that you have created, offer and imprisoned yourself in,
is created and reflected back to you
 by your Feelings of Guilt and Shame
for having had the audacity to take time for yourself
 and that you suddenly are not always available for All
to wipe their feet on the door mat you have chosen to be.

All That You Perceive outside of You,
 is Reflected from within You! 

The Health of Your Physical Body
depends on you and your choices!

Your resistance to change 
is revealing itself in your body as pain.

When we don't live in alignment
 with our Higher Truer Self,
the only way we will know this is through 
the physical vessel/body we have been give to experience
our life in physical through.
What other way could we be notified?!?
 Really??
When we don't listen(!)
we are forced to listen through ways 
that will get our attention.

We All have the Freedom to choose
the experiences we prefer ...

What we Believe is what we See!
Change Your Beliefs and Definitions of Life
and how YOU Perceive YOUR Outside changes 
accordingly to your new belief systems. 

with Peace and Love in Harmony,
Morayah 




Sunday, March 15, 2015

REACHING FOR THE STARS RATHER THAN A STREET LIGHT


REACHING FOR THE STARS
CAN BE A CHALLENGE
FOR THE LIMITED STRUCTURES OF OUR OLD MINDS,
OUR OLD WAYS OF THINKING 
ROOTED IN FEAR DEFINING BELIEFS.

WE ARE SO USED TO REACHING 
FOR LOWER AND SMALLER STANDARDS,
SO THE LIGHTS THAT ARE "OUT OF REACH" AND
NOT TOUCHABLE PHYSICALLY,
LIKE THE LIGHT BULBS IN A STREET LIGHT,
THESE STARS THAT OUR DREAMS ARE MADE OF 
FEEL LIKE "FANTASIES THAT ARE NOT REAL" 
AND THEY WILL NEVER COME TRUE!

HOW MANY OF YOU JUDGE DREAMERS?!? 
IF YOU DO, KNOW THAT, THAT IS WHY!!! 
YOU NEVER ALLOW YOURSELF TO DREAM AND 
BELIEVE IN YOUR DREAMS!

"SEEING BEFORE WE BELIEVE" IS REAL!!
STATES THE INTELLECTUAL WORLD FROM EXPERIENCES.
RATHER THAN THE OTHER WAY AROUND ...
SO IF YOU HAVE BEEN HAPPY ALL YOUR LIFE,
YOU BELIEVE IN HAPPINESS, YOU NEVER DOUBT IT
FOR A SECOND ...
SUCCEEDING MANIFESTS ITSELF AUTOMATICALLY.
IF YOU APPROACH LIFE EXPECTING TO SUCCEED
LIFE WILL PROVIDE YOU WHAT YOU DESIRE!

SO IF YOU HAVE BEEN UNHAPPY AND DEPRESSED, 
IN MISERY, FEELING SORRY FOR YOURSELF
 ALL OF YOUR LIFE,
YOU NEVER REALLY DOUBT PAIN FROM FAILURE,
IT IS AUTOMATIC ... 
BECAUSE YOU HAVE ALWAYS SUCCEEDED GREATLY 
IN CREATING POWERLESSNESS AND HELPLESSNESS
SUCCESSFUL IN BEING A VICTIM. 

THESE LIFE STYLES ARE CREATED 
THE SAME EXACT WAY!!!
 AS THE HAPPY HEALTHY LIFE STYLES ARE.
WE JUST CHOOSE TO TRUST THE NEGATIVE
RATHER THAN THE POSITIVE!

OUR LIFE CHALLENGES ARE CREATED FROM
AND ROOTED IN OUR CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCES;
LEGACIES AND VALUES WE INHERITED
 FROM OUR LINEAGE AND CULTURES AND RELIGIONS,
WHERE WE GREW UP.
LEGACIES COLORED BY THE SOUL AGREEMENTS
AND THE SACRED THEMES WE AGREED
TO EXPERIENCE THROUGHOUT THIS LIFETIME,
TO LEARN MORE ABOUT OURSELVES.

********

A HAPPY, PEACEFUL AND LOVE FILLED CHILDHOOD 
=
HAPPY AND HARMONIOUS SUCCESSFUL LIFE!
LIVING LIFE BELIEVING IN LOVE,
FEELING LOVED AND CHOOSING FROM
A STATE OF COMPLETE SELF WORTH ...
(not many of us part of this equation, I believe)
WITH CHALLENGES OF A DIFFERENT NATURE ...

********

A VIOLENT, PUNISHING, THREATENING AND 
TRAUMATIZING, FEAR FILLED CHILDHOOD,
WITH UNHAPPY UN-LOVED/-LOVING PARENTS,
DEMANDING OUT OF FEAR AND BEING
EMOTIONALLY CRIPPLED 
=
A MISERABLE, TRIAL AND ERROR LIFESTYLE OF,
(behind masks of pretentious happiness) 
PERSONAL FAILURES AFTER FAILURES, NOT ALLOWING
PEACE, LOVE, WEALTH, AND HEALTH IN HARMONY
TO BE PART OF ONE'S LIFE
(self punishment.) 

LIVING IN A STATE OF CONSTANTLY REJECTING 
ALL GOOD IN LIFE FOR THE SELF DEPLETING SLAVERY,
WORKING HARDER AND MORE AND MORE,
BEING BOTH THE BULLY AND THE BULLIED,
TO MAYBE ONE DAY BE GOOD ENOUGH
TO PERHAPS(?) BE ALLOWED IN AND BE LOVED.
THE SACRED HEALING OF GUILT AND SHAME WITHIN
OF THE WOUNDED CHILD CRYING INSIDE
 FOR NOT BEING 
GOOD ENOUGH TO BE LOVED.

*********

ALL OF US CAME HERE TO THIS EARTH AS
INNOCENT CHILDREN OF CREATION TO EXPERIENCE
OUR SOUL JOURNEYS, 
THROUGH THE THEMES WE AGREED ON.

WHAT DO YOU BELIEVE CREATES THE DIFFERENCE
BETWEEN HOW WE LIVE LIFE???

PERCEPTIONS FROM BELIEFS???

DO YOU BELIEVE YOU ARE NOT GOOD ENOUGH??!!
OR DO YOU BELIEVE YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH??!!
TO BE LOVED SOLELY BECAUSE YOU ARE YOU ...
NOT BECAUSE WHAT YOU DO ...

WHAT MAKES THE DIFFERENCE??? 

WHY ARE SOME
 IN THE ABUNDANCE OF WARMTH OF UNCONDITIONAL LOVE
WHILE OTHERS ARE 
IN THE ABUNDANCE OF THE COLD OUTSIDE LOOKING IN 
???!!!???

"BELIEVING IS SEEING!"

WHEN WE JUDGE DREAMERS WE 
PUT AN END TO OUR OWN DREAMS!

HUMANS ON EARTH,
 THAT ARE HAPPY AND SUCCESSFUL,
THEY NEVER LISTENED TO THE DREAM STEALERS ...
THEY BELIEVE IN THEIR DREAMS!
THEY DO NOT SIT AROUND AND WAIT BECAUSE
THEY ARE NOT SCARED OF LOOSING ALL ONE DAY.
 THEY KNOW IF THEY 
WERE ABLE TO MANIFEST DREAMS ONCE 
THEY CAN DO IT AGAIN ...
IT IS JUST PART OF THE JOURNEY OF CHANGE 
AND ADVENTURES EVOLVING.

********
SUCCESSFUL PEOPLE DO NOT GIVE THEIR POWER
AWAY TO CIRCUMSTANCES OR PEOPLE OUTSIDE!!!

********

IF WE CHOOSE TO BELIEVE 
IN LACKS AND LIMITED RESOURCES ...
WE ARE ALSO SCARED OF LOOSING WHAT WE HAVE,
BECAUSE WE MIGHT NEVER FIND ANY MORE
 ABUNDANCE AGAIN, IF WE LOOSE IT ... 

TO BE ABLE TO SUCCEED,
IT IS IMPORTANT TO KNOW AND TRUST,  
THAT OUR POSITIVE DREAMS ARE POSSIBLE TO MANIFEST,
THE SAME WAY NEGATIVITY/OUR NEGATIVE DREAMS HAVE,
... EVEN WAY BEYOND OUR IMAGINATION ...

WE NEED TO REALLY TAKE DEEP PLUNGE WITHIN
AND HAVE A SERIOUS LOOK
AT THE FOUNDATION OF OURSELVES,
TO FIND OUT WHAT CORE BELIEFS ARE RULING AND 
PLACED IN THE DRIVERS SEAT OF 
OUR EARTH CREATIONS,
STARTING WITH SELF.

ALLOW YOURSELF TO BE THE CENTER PIECE!

WE CANNOT DO IT THE OLD WAY ANY MORE,
IF WE WANT TO CHANGE 
OUR LIVES INTO MORE JOYOUS LIVES,
BECAUSE THAT WILL JUST KEEP THE SAME
CREATIONS GOING AND MANIFESTING.
WE WILL CONTINUE RUNNING AROUND
 IN THE HAMSTER WHEEL OF FEAR,
 FEELING POWERLESS.

IF WE DRIVE THE SAME ROUTE EVERY DAY
WE WILL HAVE VERY FEW NEW EXPERIENCES ...
VERY FEW SURPRISES ...
GO ON A DETOUR, FOLLOW YOUR INSPIRATION; 
EXPLORE NEW PATHS,
NEW STREETS, NEW PEOPLE, NEW MOUNTAINS TO CLIMB ...
BE SPONTANEOUS AND ADVENTUROUS!

KEEP DOING THE SAME THINGS AND EXPECTING 
NEW WAYS OF LIFE TO MANIFEST, 
DOESN'T REALLY WORK

TO USE ONE OF THE MOST COMMON ANALOGIES ...

CHOOSING A NEW PARTNER FROM
THE SAME MINDSET WE DEVELOPED AS A CHILD, 
WE WILL FIND OURSELVES
 WITH THE SAME PARTNER AS BEFORE,
JUST WITH A DIFFERENT OUTER APPEARANCE ...
(we create our parents over and over, the only "love" we know)
WHEN "THE HONEY MOON FACE" IS OVER
WE WILL CREATE THE EXACT SAME PARTNER/PARENT,
 THAT USED TO "MAKE US" UNHAPPY AND MISERABLE,
AS A CHILD OR TEEN.
BECAUSE THAT IS ALL WE KNOW
ABOUT LOVE AND RELATIONSHIPS ...

PARENTAL ROLE MODELS FROM OUR CHILDHOOD
THAT INFLUENCE US STILL TO THIS DAY,
 HOW WE DEFINE LOVE
UNTIL WE CHOOSE TO CHANGE OUR BELIEFS
AND DEFINITIONS TO OUR OWN DESIRED ONES!

ENTER YOUR NEW RELATIONSHIP(-S)
(partners, friends, work ...) 
WITH NEW DEFINITIONS OF YOURSELF,
MEANS THAT 
ALL YOUR BELIEF SYSTEMS REINFORCING 
LACKS AND LIMITATIONS OF SELF  WORTH
NEED TO BE REPLACED WITH EXPANSIVE SELF LOVING
VIEWS OF YOURSELF AND YOUR WORTH.

BELIEVING IN SUCCEEDING IN SUCCESS,
RATHER THAN SUCCEEDING IN FAILURE
IS THE GOLDEN KEY FOR CHANGE ...

WHEN WE CHOOSE SUCCESS BEFORE FAILURE,
ALL THAT HAS BROUGHT US FAILURE
WILL REVEAL ITSELF FIRST, SO WE CAN CLEAN UP 
OUR PLATE OF PRENUP AGREEMENTS THAT WE CARRY
IN OUR BELIEF SYSTEMS, DEFINING LOVE AS 
HURTFUL AND DECEITFUL AND CONDITIONAL ...
I COULD GO ON AND ON AND ON,
 BECAUSE THIS LIST IS LOOOONG FOR MANY!!!

IT CAN GET HECTIC IN THE CHAOS OF 
BEING IN LABOR OF A NEW WAY OF LIFE ...
WE ARE IN NEED OF A COMPLETE MAKE OVER AND 
A COMPLETE CHANGE OF MINDSET
OF HOW WE DEFINE LIFE AND OURSELVES IN IT
TO BE ABLE TO INITIATE 
CHANGE IN WHAT WE WANT TO MANIFEST.
FOR A WHILE WE MAY PERCEIVE 
BOTH THE OLD AND THE NEW DANCING TOGETHER
IN A SCARY DANCE OF ALL POSSIBILITIES ...

JUST KEEP YOUR FOCUS AND INTENTION 
ON YOUR DREAMS!!!
NOT WHAT YOU FEAR!

WHERE ATTENTION GOES ENERGY FLOWS!

YOUR CIRCUMSTANCES DON'T MATTER ...
REALLY!!!
*******
IT IS YOUR STATE OF BEING,
YOUR RESONANCE ... HAPPY - EXCITED - JOYOUS
THAT BECOMES MATTER!

POSITIVE, SELF LOVING, SUCCEEDING BELIEFS 
CREATE SUCCESS!!

WHAT YOU PUT OUT YOU GET BACK!
PURE LAW OF PHYSICS!

WE CANNOT PERCEIVE ANYTHING ELSE BUT 
WHAT WE BELIEVE WE ARE!

EMBRACE YOUR OUTSIDE BECAUSE IT IS TELLING
YOUR STORY TO YOU,
UNTIL YOU LISTEN AND HEAR THE STORY OF YOUR LIFE
YOU CANNOT CHANGE THE LINES IN IT!

with Love and Peace in Harmony,
Morayah




Tuesday, March 10, 2015

DREAMS AND ANIMAL TOTEMS ...


SOMETIMES DREAMS SURPRISE ME BEYOND;

LATELY I HAVE BEEN GIFTED WITH A SERIES
OF QUITE INTERESTING SYMBOLS
IN MY NIGHT DREAMS.
I WAKE UP AND I LOOK AROUND ME 
EXPECTING THESE POWERFUL ANIMALS 
TO BE IN BED WITH ME ...
THE DREAMS ARE SO REAL 
I CAN SMELL THEM AND FEEL THEIR PHYSICAL PRESENCE.

SOME OF MY ANIMALS 
I HAVE KNOWN TO VISIT MANY TIMES,
BUT THESE LAST TWO MONTHS
THEIR PRESENCE HAS BEEN DIFFERENT.
THERE IS A NEW DYNAMIC WITHIN ME
REFLECTED IN THEM IN MY DREAMS.

IN MY FIRST DREAM
I WAS WITHIN CREATION CO-CREATING 
ALL THE DETAILS OF LIFE AS
 WE HAVE KNOWN IT, WHAT IT IS, AND WHAT WILL BE 
PLAYING WITH THE DETAILS OF THE IDEA OF
POLARITIES, AND GRAVITY 
WITHIN THE STRUCTURES AGREED ON IN PHYSICAL,
ALL FOLLOWING A LINEAR TIME PERSPECTIVE,
READY TO FADE LITTLE BY LITTLE ...

  WE MADE SURE TO COVER
 ALL THE DETAILS AND WHAT IFS
AROUND DARKNESS AND LIGHT, FEAR AND LOVE.
THERE WAS SO MUCH FUN AND JOY
AND SO MUCH EXCITEMENT!
LIKE BEING INSIDE A PAINTING,
 THAT IS ITSELF CREATING 
ALL THE DETAILS OF A PERFECT EXPERIENCE,
NO DETAILS FORGOTTEN AND NONE REJECTED.

I WOKE UP IN THE MIDDLE OF CREATION,
TOTALLY DIZZY AND NAUSEOUS ...
THAT DAY I WAS NOT GROUNDED FOR A SECOND!
I WAS FLOATING IN SPACE ON EARTH.

IN MY SECOND DREAM
I EXPERIENCED MY SACRED BALD EAGLE 
THROUGH ITS EYES. 
SUDDENLY IT LEFT ME STANDING
(THROUGH A SHAPE SHIFTING LIKE EXPERIENCE)
AND I COULD SEE HOW IT MET WITH ANOTHER EAGLE
RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME
AND PUT ITS HEAD NEXT TO THE OTHER EAGLES HEAD
AND THEY SEEMED LIKE THEY WERE
CARESSING EACH OTHER.
THE NEW EAGLE LOOKED DIFFERENT ...
IT HAD LIKE A COLLAR OF RUFFLED DARK FEATHERS
AROUND ITS NECK ... 
I WOKE UP IN AWE AND GRATITUDE
WITH TEARS RUNNING DOWN MY CHEEKS! 

IN MY THIRD DREAM
I WAS SURROUNDED BY MY ANIMALS AND 
IT FELT AS IF I NEEDED TO REARRANGE 
WHERE THEY STOOD ...
ONE PAIR OF WOLVES ... 
ONE WHITE AND ONE DARK GREY;
ONE BOA CONSTRICTOR,
AND ONE BIG CAT,
COLORED AS A TIGER,  SHAPED LIKE A LYNX
AND WITH A VERY FLUFFY LONG FUR COAT.

I HAD NO IDEA 
WHY THEY NEEDED TO BE MOVED AROUND.
I JUST KNEW AND NOBODY WAS THERE TO HELP ME
SO I HAD TO FACE THE CHALLENGE MYSELF.

THE WOLVES WERE EASY,
THEY HAVE BEEN AROUND IN MY DREAMS FOR DECADES
THEY KNEW IT WAS TIME 
TO MOVE TO A DIFFERENT PLACEMENT.

THEN THE BOA CONSTRICTOR
HAD TO BE MOVED, NOT SO EASY,
IT WAS HEAVY AND WAS MOVING IN SPIRALS.
I CAME UP WITH AN IDEA,
PUT A BIG CLOTH ON THE GROUND
AND WAITED UNTIL IT HAD SPIRALLED
ITS WAY ON TOP OF THE CLOTH AND 
THEN I GRABBED THE FOUR CORNERS AND LIFTED
THE BOA AND PLACED IT WHERE IT NEEDED TO BE.
I FELT GRATITUDE FOR MY PHYSICAL STRENGTH!
SO I CAN MOVE AROUND WHAT NEEDS TO BE MOVED.

THE THIRD MOVE
WAS THE WILD LONG HAIRED BIG CAT;
I HAD A SENSE THAT IT WAS UNPREDICTABLE
CAUSE OF ITS UNTAMED NATURE ...
I DECIDED TO USE THE SAME METHOD AS
FOR THE BIG SNAKE ...
I PUT THE CLOTH UNDER ITS BELLY AND 
HOPED THAT IT WOULDN'T AGGRAVATE
 THE WILD WITHIN THE HER(!).
I FELT A LITTLE INSECURE TO 
MOVE AROUND THE BIG BOA AND THE BIG CAT.
I DIDN'T KNOW THEM 
AS WELL AS THE WOLVES,
BUT I CHOSE TO TRUST BECAUSE 
THERE WAS NO OTHER CHOICE 
THAN TO CHANGE THEIR POSITION,
PLACEMENT, PERSPECTIVE ...
WHATEVER THE REASON WAS.

I TOOK A STEP BACK TO VIEW THE RESULTS
OF MY MOVES AND WONDERED,
AT THE SAME TIME CHECKING THE ENERGY FLOW,
WHAT THE REASON FOR THIS CHANGE MIGHT BE.

SUDDENLY
I HEARD SOMETHING APPROACHING FROM MY LEFT,
IT WAS NIGHT TIME IN MY DREAM ALSO
SO I HAD TO RELY ON ALL MY SENSES ...
I WALKED TOWARDS THE SOUND OF A MOVING BODY
AND FOUND MYSELF ON A BEACH.
THE STARS AND THE MOON REFLECTED IN THE WATER
HELPED ME SEE CLEARLY.

JUST TEN FT DOWN 
FROM THE OTHER ANIMALS
THIS HUGE, MOUTH WIDE OPEN, ANCIENT CROCODILE
CAME CRAWLING TOWARDS ME WITH INTENT
AND CLEAR FOCUS.

I DID NOT EVEN HAVE TIME TO 
SCARE MYSELF, I WAS JAW DROPPED!!!

I COULD FEEL THE OTHER ANIMALS 
WAITING WITH EXCITEMENT FOR THE NEW MEMBER
OF OUR POWER GATHERING ...
I JUST WATCHED THE CROC TAKE ITS SPOT
IN THE CENTER NEXT TO ME AND
I WOKE UP ...

I HAVE NEVER THOUGHT OF A CROC 
AS A POWER ANIMALIN MY WORLD!?!
BUT I HAVE UPDATED MYSELF ON THE NATURE
OF THIS POWERFUL ANCIENT REPTILIAN
OF LAND AND WATER AND ITS
WAYS AND BEHAVIORS AND 
I CAN DEFINITELY RELATE ON SO MANY LEVELS.

PAY ATTENTION TO YOUR DREAMS
AND LEARN ABOUT THE SYMBOLIC MESSAGES
DREAMS BRING TO YOU;
THEY ARE YOURS TO KEEP AND GROW FROM.
THE MESSAGES ARE GIVEN TO US
FROM  POWERFUL TEACHERS 
THROUGH OUR NIGHT CYCLES
INTO OUR DAYTIME AWARENESS,
 IF WE ALLOW.

DURING OUR NIGHT TRAVELS WE DON'T HAVE
OUR JUDGEMENT, OUR NEG. EGO, IN THE WAY.
WE MOVE FREELY WITHOUT FEAR ...

 WE PICK UP WISDOM AND NEW TEACHINGS,
HEALING AND SACRED MESSAGES
FROM OUR MULTI DIMENSIONAL SELVES,
GUIDES AND HELPERS, THAT
WE HAVE REQUESTED AND ARE GUIDED TO VISIT 
DURING OUR NIGHT JOURNEYS.

with Love and Peace in Harmony,
Morayah


SELF-WORTH ... PHYSICAL BODY ... LOVE


I gave up my sense of Self Worth
during my childhood due to 
how I perceived my surroundings,
 parents, teachers, people ...
All that I was passionate and excited about,
reading, writing, art, playing-listening to music
was put down and considered not important
and impossible to live and succeed by ...
so I decided I was not important!
I surrendered 
to the demands and judgements from the outside.
I accepted their definitions and beliefs about me and life!

This was the Spiritual Agreement for my journey
to give up all that I loved for other peoples definitions ...
to prepare for all I came here to Earth to explore,
so I am absolutely Grateful(!!)
for all I was provided ...
An experience I would not want undone, 
but I would not wish to repeat!
I picked my place of Birth and my Root family 
with impeccable precision to 
help me fulfill my themes assigned to me
by my Soul and Spirit and 
that I agreed to fulfill with excitement.

I gave my Power away to the outside
and surrendered (loudly) to the life 
that was painted up for me that I had to live to survive!

Did I resent and rebel ... absolutely!
I was angry and sad and lonely as a child and teenager. 
I felt disrespected and rejected to the core of my being,
because I felt I was shamed and criticized, 
I felt accused and made guilty and punished
of things I did not even understand why ...
to be an example for my siblings maybe (my assumption)
what not to do ... to survive.
I was the oldest ... and had to grow up 
fast and be responsible as early as a toddler.
I did not like it and I resented what was given to me,
I didn't settle nor did I accept the injustice
I experienced in my mind for a very long time,
it made me very angry and yet I surrendered ...
This is a story shared from a hurt child's perspective ...
My story healed as I healed.

Part of this surrendering was that I had to agree
to spend time with other kids outside ( to be normal)
rather that puddle around 
by myself in the comfort of my creative passion.
10 months per year of Winter meant
skiing and skating a lot, what else is there to do
in winter land outside.
During Summers biking was the vehicle of transportation.
The first portal 
to my life as a sports advocate and performer ...

Soon enough I found the courage to go to
to where the athletes of the community
spent their time practicing their skills. 
I had watched them as a spectator before,
 but this day in time I went out on the fields.
I saw a javelin (men's) and asked the guys if I could try
and they said yes and I picked it up and
 threw it Like I throw rocks on a beach
and it landed, by chance, 40 m out on the field 
point down in the dirt. 
The coach came running fast and I was in,
a wild card of natural strength and technique.

I was suddenly validated by a Stranger
and it made me feel good; 
I felt special for the first time in a long time.
I was validated for something else rather than 
chores and working hard ...
Somebody on the outside appreciated me and 
my unknown talent of physical strength 
that I apparently had inside.

The same way I was validated as good at
doing chores and working hard,
pleasing to not be judged and criticized 
and hopefully accepted as something
worth inviting.

A Curse and a Blessing
at the same time ...

It planted a seed that the only way I could feel
any sense of Self Worth and feel Good about myself 
was to be validated by the outside world.

A lifelong journey of 
chasing validation and approval began,
that was never fulfilled ...
because of my own inner lack of self worth!
and because it is the Biggest Lie living and breathing,
creating imbalances in our worlds of creation.

It made me into an over-doer and a hard worker
working more and more for minimum pay, 
working-out more and more,
loving more and more, taking on more and more,
giving more and more ...
 to prove to my self 
that I was worthy of belonging to the outside world.

I never competed eventually with anyone but myself.
No matter how good i became i was never good enough
in my own eyes,
 and the hard work and struggle continued
to prove to myself that I had to be better and more
to feel Good Enough to be part of ... ???????

UNTIL ONE SACRED DAY I SAID TO MYSELF
ENOUGH! 

I heard a voice inside whispering:

IT IS TIME!
YOU WILL GET SICK IN 
YOUR STRONG AND HEALTHY PHYSICAL BODY
IF YOU DON'T STOP THIS CHASE 
RACING FOR APPROVAL!

MY JOURNEY 
TO FIND AND UNDERSTAND MYSELF AGAIN BEGAN,
WITHOUT THE APPROVAL FROM MY OUTSIDE AND
DESPITE ANY DISAPPROVAL FROM THE OUTSIDE.

THIS IS MY JOURNEY!
I HAVE AGREED TO SHOW UP AS ME, AND
NOT TO GIVE MY POWER AWAY TO THE OUTSIDE 
FOR APPROVAL!

YOUR JOURNEY IS YOUR JOURNEY
AND ALL THAT IS HAPPENING IN YOUR LIFE
IS HAPPENING 
TO PUSH YOU BACK INTO FINDING YOU!

IF YOU RESIST AND JUDGE OUT OF FEAR
IT WILL JUST TAKE LONGER AND
CREATE MORE PAIN IN THE PHYSICAL BODY.

PHYSICAL PAIN = RESISTANCE TO BE YOU!

BOTH YOU AND I 
ARE MADE OUT OF UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.

THIS IS WHAT WE ALL ARE SEEKING TO FIND
WHILE USING OTHER PEOPLE TO LOVE MORE,
WORKING OUT TO HAVE A FLAWLESS BODY,
WORKING HARD FOR OTHERS ...
AS DISTRACTIONS TO NOT HAVE TO FIND
AND REVEAL THE LACK 
OF SELF WORTH AND SELF LOVE
WE HAVE COME TO TRUST MORE!

WHILE AT THE SAME TIME
WE ARE HUNGRY AND NEEDY FOR LOVE!

WE CANNOT CHANGE, 
WHAT WE DON'T TAKE OWNERSHIP OF!

YOU NEED TO LOVE YOU FIRST
 UNCONDITIONALLY!

THE WAY YOU LOVE YOU YOU WILL BE LOVED!
A PERFECT MIRROR!

with Love and Peace in Harmony,
Morayah












Sunday, March 8, 2015

MARS RULING THIS WEEK HEATING UP THE G SQUARE


THIS SQUARE BETWEEN URANUS IN ARIES,
AND PLUTO IN CAPRICORN
IS BECOMING TRULY INTIMATE ...
THIS MONTH
WE ARE REACHING THE PEAK OF 
THE G SQUARES 
BREAKING OPEN ALL THE STRUCTURES,
THAT HAVE DEFINED OUR PHYSICAL EXPERIENCES 
ON EARTH FOR EONS, TO HELP US
QUESTION, CROWBAR AND RIP APART 
WHAT SEEMS UNFAIR AND UNJUST
AND DOESN'T ALLOW US TO BE WHO WE TRULY ARE.

SINCE 2012 WHEN THE PORTAL OF
SHIFTING TO THE POSITIVE SIDE OF THE SCALE 
OPENED TO BE ABLE TO MAKE 
THE EVOLUTIONARY CHANGES NEEDED 
ON EARTH TO TRANSFORM DARKNESS INTO LIGHT,
WE HAVE BEEN TURNED INSIDE OUT AND 
CHALLENGED ON OUR MOST INTIMATE FEAR LEVELS.
WHETHER IT HAS BEEN AROUND LOVE RELATIONS,
HEALTH, MONEY, WORK, LIFE AND DEATH etc ...

ALL HELPING US RELEASE AND LET GO 
OF WHAT HAS KEPT AND KEEPS US CHAINED TO 
AND IN A WORLD OF STRUGGLES AND SUFFERING,
BLAME AND PROJECTIONS, 
POINTING FINGER AND GIVING AWAY OUR POWER 
TO THE OUTSIDE,
TO WARS AND VIOLENCE AND POWER STRUGGLES, 
JUST TO NOT HAVE TO BE RESPONSIBLE FOR THE REALITY
WE ARE EXPERIENCING AND 
THAT WE OURSELVES HAVE CO-CREATED.

ALL OUR NEGATIVE BELIEF SYSTEMS AND 
DEFINITIONS HAVE BECOME VISIBLE ON OUR EARTHs!

OUR MOST INTIMATE FEARS ARE NO LONGER WHISPERING
THEY ARE SPEAKING, CRYING LOUD AND CLEAR, AND
THEY ARE ACTING OUT SO WE CANT MISS THEM
AND NOT LEARN ABOUT THE NEGATIVE SYNCHRONICITY
THEY REINFORCE IN OUR LIVES AND ON EARTH!

THIS WEEK ALL IS ADVANCING 
INTO A PEAK PERFORMANCE THROUGH OUT 
THE CARDINAL SIGNS AND MARS IS
HEATING UP THE EVENTS BY SETTING URANUS ON FIRE
WITH ITS CLOSE ND INTIMATE PRESENCE.
THE VOLCANO  OF SUDDEN ABRUPT CHANGES
FOR THE HIGHEST GOOD FOR OUR EVOLUTION
IS COMING TO A PEAK.

PAY ATTENTION OUT IN TRAFFIC 
AND DON'T RAGE OUT YOUR DESPAIR,
THEN THE FIRE WON'T BURN YOU.

ALLOW IT TO FUEL AND LIFT YOU INSTEAD
TO CONSCIOUSLY GROW AND EXPAND,
 BY LETTING GO AND ALLOW IN THE NEW!  
AWARENESS IS THE KEY 
TO BE ABLE TO HAVE FUN
IN THIS BLISS FILLED OPPORTUNITY OF CHANGE. 

LOVE IS ON FIRE,
TREAT IT WITH SOFTNESS AND RESPECT!
DON'T STEP ON THE TAIL OF A ROARING LION!

with Love and Peace in Harmony,
Morayah

Saturday, March 7, 2015

MUCH PAST REVEALED AT THE CORE ...


IF THIS FULL MOON HAS TRIGGERED
A REVELATION OF CORE BELIEFS
SHOWING THEIR SCARY FACES
JUST KNOW THAT YOU ARE NOT ALONE ...

WE ARE GETTING READY 
FOR THE LAST OF SEVEN GRAND SQUARES
IN THE SKIES BETWEEN PLUTO AND URANUS.
WE ARE PROVIDED ANOTHER OPPORTUNITY 
TO REALLY LET GO OF WHAT IS
IN OUR WAY, BLOCKING OUR DREAMS AND
THE ABUNDANT FLOW OF LOVE
BEING THE WATER SLIDE BRINGING DREAMS 
INTO MANIFESTATION.

When we keep holding on to 
core beliefs that are not respecting and validating
us and our self worth as whole and
 aligned with the unconditional self love of True Self,
we block the flow and we stop what we could be/have. 
Complete self worth rooted in Self Love
 is the magnet pulling in all that we want 
and is the sacred, divine bridge 
for our dreams to manifest through ...

If you have been feeling crushed this last week by 
"old fears, pain, suffering, struggles, poverty, doubts"
 more intense than in a long time, 
I want you to know that it is just Life
letting you know that you are ready to SHIFT,
 indefinitely!
this month of March into a New True You,
 without the beliefs and definitions
that make you feel and experience
You as less than who You truly are,
 if you have to courage 
to face them and allow them to have a voice.

the Sun is swimming (conjunct today) with Chiron
in Pisces and diving deep into the depths of the Ocean
(metaphor for deep emotions ...);
we consist mostly of water, which makes us reactive
to the lunar cycles
personally and individually
 in the same way as the oceans.

Chiron is speaking for the wounded healer within,
so all the struggles you might experience
are triggered by the Sun illuminating all that Chiron represents,
helping us find the roots, 
with the illuminating rays of Sunlight as our lantern,
encouraging us all to dive in without fear and 
clear our personal waters from the pollution 
our beliefs and definitions have created. 

Our Lack of Self Wort is challenged
to the core of its existence,
to help us reveal and let go of what keeps us 
believing that we are less than we are 
and not worthy of belonging
with all of what we are, 
NOT because of what we do!

Speak Your Truth (truthful self talk)
and step out of denial and allow all struggles
to subside and dissolve and 
replace them with your preferred
Effortless and Joyous Happy experiences
nurtured and ignited by Self Love,
your Passion and Your Excitement.

Every Day!
This is Your Sacred Time ...
to shift into a new adventure of experiences ...
Allow yourself to receive all the gifts 
revealing what doesn't serve Your Highest Purpose; 
and receive with Joy and Gratitude!
A mighty challenge it can be!
but staying focused on the life we want
helps us stay afloat in a Higher Frequency
and keeps us smiling within,
because we are cleaning up and 
paving the way for our Dreams to manifest ...
Allow All the Old to subside and become neutral ...
then we replace the old with what WE prefer ...

LOOK UP IN AWE AND GRATITUDE!
ASK FOR HELP TO UNDERSTAND
WHAT KEEPS YOU 
RUNNING IN THE SAME HAMSTER WHEEL ...

KNOW THAT WE ALL ARE FACING 
WHAT WE HAVE BELIEVED TO BE TRUE,
AND THE DEFINITIONS THAT HAVE CREATED OUR LIVES
WHERE WE HAVE BEEN
STRUGGLING IN FEAR AND SURVIVAL MODE,
POWERLESS, HELPLESS IN HOPELESSNESS ...

THESE WAYS OF LIFE ARE ENDING NOW!

WHERE EVER YOU ARE IN YOUR UNDERSTANDING 
OF YOURSELF IS WHERE YOU ARE MEANT TO BE!
EMBRACE YOUR JOURNEY AND 
KNOW THAT WE ARE ALL SWIMMING 
IN THE SAME OCEAN
JUST WITH DIFFERENT STROKES TO GET TO WHERE
WE WANT TO GO!

MUCH LOVE AND SUPPORT!

with Love and Peace in perfect Harmony,
Morayah



Thursday, March 5, 2015

VIRGO FULL MOON ... AN OPPORTUNITY TO ...


THIS EVENTFUL MONTH OF MARCH
FILLED WITH CELESTIAL DANCE MOVES
IS A TRUE OPPORTUNITY
TO MAKE PROFOUND CHANGES
THAT CAN TRANSFORM EVERYTHING 
THE WAY WE HAVE KNOWN IT.

These changes have been brewing for 
a long time and we have been faced with
many challenges on many levels.
We have learned much about 
what we have trusted to be true
and depended on for our survival, and 
how unstable and scary and self neglecting
our reality creations have been serving us.

The old ways are exhausting,
depleting us to be able to fulfill our perceived 
demands and have-to's that we sense from the outside.
Believing that we are helplessly stuck and 
can't change our physical realities ...
The Belief system:
Born in the ghetto, one is stuck in the ghetto!
The Biggest Lie we could ever Trust!
We can be anything we want!
We can change anything we want to change!
We just need to find the defining structures 
that keeps us stuck and locked in
in our illusion that we have created that is so 
safe and imprisoning at the same time.
The belief systems and definitions that keep telling You
that it is impossible to change Your life ...
others may be able to, but not You, You are stuck ...


This Month of March
filled with transformational fire and lots of fuel
assisting us in keeping the Universal fire alive so
we can burn away all that doesn't serve us any more.
Burn away the bars of powerlessness that keep us
feeling helpless in hopelessness,
 in our own chosen imprisonment.

We have healed ourselves, purified ourselves,
we have freed our minds from beliefs and definitions
that don't belong to us.
We may have looked at our cultures,
root families and the dynamics within and around them,
religion, "politics" throughout our childhood and youth ...
hopefully realizing why we are not happy beings.
We may have been watching and observing the collective,
compassionately learning and realizing, perhaps, why
 there are so many angry, sad, hurting, fighting desperately
 and painfully scared and unhappy people in our worlds,
not being able to perceive any other choices than 
to fight for survival and continue to struggle to fit in.

These times of challenges have been necessary for us
to re-discover ourselves and Real-I -Zing, learning 
that we can end this life Trusting and relying on
the belief systems that separate and segregate
us from the glory and grace and 
the abundance of unconditional Love that is
All That Is.
We are learning to set ourselves Free to Be.
When we learn what we have believed in and trusted
to continue our lives in fear of 
being Guilty and Shamed for not being Good enough.
Realizing why?!? we make the choices we make
that make us exhausted and unhappy,
burdened by demands and obligations.

This Virgo Full Moon is preparing us 
for the last transformational square 
between Pluto and Uranus on March 16,
where both planets are in direct speed of light.
The structures (Pluto-Capricorn) we have lived within
are set on fire by Uranus in Aries ...
The unpredictable Uranus in the wild Fire sign of Aries.
The two Planets are meeting to go through
and resolve some disagreements of what is needed
to create this new shift in consciousness and 
what needs to go.

Being in stillness during this Full Moon
listening to our Inner Promptings,
not the Monkey Mind, but the Voice of our Heart ...
Listening to our Dreams and our Passion,
learning where we need to choose to make changes ...
simplifying releasing and letting go
of all, everyone,  everything,
 that fights to keep us stuck in the old.
Embracing all that supports our evolution,
our individual ascension, that is helping us grow
and expand beyond our imagination.

DREAM BIG, DEAR ONES!

IF YOU CAN DREAM IT, YOU ARE IT ALREADY!

with Love and Peace in Harmony,
Morayah